This writing is not about anger or revenge. It is about mature love, complete love, and the awareness that true worth does not depend on the world. This is how I exist in the world: igniting light and allowing the universe to guide those who are ready.
I do not need human recognition or worldly validation to affirm my worth. If I write something and someone feels called by it, it means the universe has guided them to me. Whatever I convey arises from the depths of my soul and the purity of my heart—perhaps it is precisely what they need.
No matter how many people come, they are the ones who genuinely seek guidance, presence, and meaning. My website attracts many visitors, and even though my social media followers are few, my social channels reach over four thousand visitors each month. That alone proves that someone is reading, that my message is being received.
You need not follow my personal life if you deem it irrelevant, for I do not require your acknowledgment to feel significant in your perception. I do not need to know who you are or why you are watching me—this is not my concern. If God allows me to remain in your thoughts, that too is not my business; it is for the universe to reveal, and for each soul to be honest with its own depths.
My task is simple: to write and, through my words, share love with many. My value is not measured by numbers or worldly standards, for chasing the world will never bring sufficiency. God has never taught me to quantify my worth by worldly standards, as the universe does not align with human time or calculations.
Humans create numbers to soothe their egos, pride, and sense of superiority in pursuit of love, respect, and acknowledgment. Numbers exist to measure themselves, not to evaluate the soul.
I do not strive to be “pious,” for I do not recognize that term. The word was coined by the hypocritical to trap others in the pit of duplicity. No one in this world is entirely righteous or sanctimonious. We possess both light and dark; our task is not to judge but to balance, harmonize, and lead ourselves by mastering both.
Not everyone deserves or should receive our light, and not everyone deserves or should encounter our darkness. Humans need not be categorized as destined for heaven, nor for hell. Not everyone originates from those places, and not everyone must return.
I was not born to cater to others’ egos, pursue worldly love, or fulfill the fragile needs of those around me. I am not here to project issues, pride, or wounds onto the world to create chaos.
Even if others wound me, they need not become victims of those wounds. I can establish healthy boundaries, cut ties with toxic individuals permanently, and continue to share love through my writing with those whose energy resonates with mine.
I wish the world to know that God, the Universe, loves them, whether the message must be delivered forcefully or gently. I hope they can absorb it with the depth of their soul, with inner perception intact and not blinded by the noise of the world.
I do not need worldly validation to prove how greatly God loves me. Each soul’s spiritual journey does not rely on numbers or shallow praise.
Other people’s opinions of me are mere illusions, not universal truth. Human minds are limited and often do not seek divine depth. They seek safety, construct identities by categorizing others, and conceal fragile egos behind superficial masks.
False attention and approval mean nothing. Many project their struggles and incompleteness onto others, striving to assert worldly superiority over emptiness. They forget that what they cast is merely a reflection of themselves.
I have let go of many departures because I write from undeniable truth. Those who leave may still observe, but I need not care. My task remains the same: to write, to share love, and to radiate energy aligned with the soul.
If you come here and find my writings helpful—feeling that they provide answers to the complexities of your thoughts, and that they ultimately free and guide you—do not keep them to yourself.
Share them with anyone who needs them, without expectation, just as I write with love and compassion, dedicating my energy and time without any anticipation from the world.
However, if you hate me, or aspire to become me by stealing my identity—feeling inspired yet failing to express gratitude—that is also not a problem.
I only hope that you, too, may experience all that I have endured, so that your soul can be shaped and guided toward its own mission. In time, we will see how far you are able to learn from it.
Because, in the end, copycats will never be of any real use in this world. They act solely for manipulation and self-serving agendas. Their lives are built on illusions and offer nothing of value to anyone.
Yohanes Kabes, S.S (B.A. in English Literature) is a Melanesian writer, novelist, and poet. His writings and articles focus on themes of spirituality and the inner journey of the human soul — the awakening of consciousness. He also analyzes literary works through psychological and spiritual perspectives, believing that life itself is the philosophy of the universe. In his novels, Kabes often explores the realms of horror, thriller, and mystery. He is also the first to design fashion pieces inspired by his own poetry.
